well today was funn and weird.. i was really tired just to be back in the flow of thigns with getting up early and all that crap and getting all cute b-c ive been lounging and stuff... but yea. soo y idk today was sad me and brad got in a fight b-c he said i never talk to him and realyl i try n stat a convo and he says yea or ok and walks and talks to his crew so im like w.e. so ill be like it'll be fine but again i feel out down and treated like shiz when i deserve better..... WAY better.. so idk i am about to go text him he is really sorry and doesnt wanna lose me and crap so idk ill go let my feelings out and explain to him... but dont worry if thigns dont change idk how long we'll be together but right now i really like him even though hes doing this.. but i hope things will change... so yea.. today i "felt free" idk i felt like i could be myself around everyone idk maybe i was just happy to be back to school.. maybe not? idk maybe im just acting weird.. cahnging finding myself w.e idk .... maybe this will be continued but unril then im out b-c i think my eye is screwing up.. its like gross.. lol... goodnight love you guys forever.... from the heart, mandy degraff